February 2012
Anonymous asked: do you think you "explode" your situations sometimes? like see things negatively more than they might actually be?
Settling after minor storms, and we both know that sometimes it just rains. You being my first everything, I don’t know how to act. But you say “just be” ‘cause you’re accepting. You know and can tell how my insecurities are a tenfold, but you look past that and seem to love me more than I know how to love myself. I’m a fragile fuck when it comes to this, but I...
thickskinnedveryslim:
If this world were mine I...
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“Even when you know what people are capable of,
even when you pride yourself on...”
– Kim Addonizio, Knowledge
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Valentine’s day.. ehh! I’m no hater, but you should make your lover feel special on the daily, not just February 14th. Part of me wishes this holiday didn’t exist, ‘cause it reminds you that you gotta treat your lover in a special way.. you shouldn’t have to be reminded by a holiday. Nonetheless, me and my man will be celeblazing and staying in tonight to enjoy each...
All these notes to self don’t help. Well, I do everything the wrong way. Or maybe I’m just too passionate and glued to a mindset. I am the embodiment of a contradiction, who roams recklessly to find the self—and with each door opened, another one closes. I can’t change the analytical aspect of me. It seems like no one’s able to repair it. Yo, I wish I was better for...
Anonymous asked: where did you get your theme?! I love it.
Day 17/18: Your highs and lows of this past year,...
/ I’d say my lows have been personal family problems, losing myself, wasting away $$$ on bud when I had bigger responsibilities and important, necessary stuff to spend on, my temper and how it affects my parents, and my depressed ass moments/days that I still constantly try to battle. Well yea, there’s been many lows but fuck it, I’ve sucked it up enough to be able to let many of...
Anonymous asked: Why do u feel the need to troll especially other peoples lives and what they decide to do with it? wouldn't it be better to just focus on urself???
Much respect to those who earn their keep legitimately and for those who strive for their necessities (do what ya do when gettin’ dirty money, but feel the significance when you work hard for what you deserve), and fuck anyone who has the intentions of taking your advantages in their favor. When you’re grindin’, it feels good to know that you’re doin’ your own thing...
lovepotion-no9:
Andre Nickatina & Equipto -...
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The pain I seek to find refuge from will someday...
Despite my mental slavery within self, I have faith that all this stress and anxiety will soon be relieved. I will get back to that liberated mind of mine. Rewiring the response to bullshit and fuckery
Anonymous asked: what things do you have anxiety about?
I feel neurotic. Most days I’ve lost control over my emotions and how to handle them. I am stuck on reacting to the ways I feel without thinking situations through and this affects me and the people that love and know me the most. I wish I was less analytical. For me to change that part of me is what feels like an impossible task. Preaching advice to others ain’t a biggie, it’s...
Guy Talk
Damn, the shit I hear dudes talk about at the bar while I’m standing right there. Not all dudes are dogs, but it’s sad to hear guys degrade their own ladies like that. Oh is that what guy talk really is? Well then..
mlso:
Justin Nozuka - After Tonight
I still...
Anonymous asked: i wear falsies to school most days maybe not black eyeshadow but ya know like a brown in the crease maybe hot pink lips not heels or a skirt or dresses but i enjoy getting ready its fun for me so despite any criticism about that i will continue to do so and stiiiiill get my knowledge on in style
I don’t get why females get hella done up for school, wearin’ false lashes and doin’ their black smokey eyeshadow like they’re about to hit up the club. Puh-lease. Only thing you should be tryin’ to entice is knowledge. Just sayin’. It’s way too damn early to be lookin’ like you’re goin’ out at night with that short ass dress on and...
As I’ve gotten older, I’ve realized I’m not the type to over-indulge in the things that waste my brain. Done enough of that and I’ve been through the excessive partying and bullshit (and I still have many years to go), but I’d rather find a balance between letting loose and self control. Substance and fuckery is great ya know, but don’t let that shit consume...
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Day 15/16 - Your favorite tumblrs, your views on...
/ I’ve already answered this question, peep the archive.
/ I like good music, whether it be mainstream or underground (although my definition of good music can differ from people). I’m not big on the mainstream they play on the radio at all though, or Top 40 stuff, unless I’m just singing along or forcin’ myself to feel it ‘cause it’s playin’ in the car....
jonathanpham:
Q-Tip | You
I really want to meet more people around San Jose/Santa Clara I could talk music, ideas, and interests with—not just to talk story.
If there’s one thing that peeves me so much, it’s rude customers or patrons in a restaurant. Write all the bad yelp reviews ya want, but you usually only get a bad attitude and service when you are fuck face customers and rude ass bitches. There comes a point where frontin’ with politeness just won’t do and the tips don’t matter and you will be treated just as you...
Anonymous asked: Would you say you're more detail-oriented or general-oriented?
